Friday, February 18, 2011

The story I return to, when I have doubts

I don't know if all Christians have doubts, but sometimes I do. It would be so nice for God to show up in my living room, and talk right to me. But, I did have a powerful experience a few years ago, and I really feel led to share it here....

I decided that I'd like to get another part time job about 3 years ago as a lifeguard. I did it in high school, and thought it would be a nice way to make a little extra money, along with a free Y membership.

So, I had to go to lifeguard training (which by the way, is WAY more intense than it was in high school). I signed up for a two weekend training at the YMCA. Let me tell you about the typical lifeguard trainee. They are usually young, fit, squeaky clean (from all the chlorine?), and on the swim team.

Well, not only did I not fit that description, neither did a young lady named Katie. She was not fit, had short bleached blond hair, tattoos, piercings, and did not appear "squeaky clean." She was also very very quiet.

I felt an immediate need to help her in some way. It was a deep, urgent feeling, that really came over me in a powerful way that first day. As I watched her "parents" drive up and pick her up after an exhausting first day, I couldn't put together the young lady's appearance with the elderly couple that picked her up. And despite my intense urgent feeling to help, I chickened out. I am NOT an outgoing person, and my fears and insecurity got the best of me that whole first weekend.

With bruised arms, and sore muscles (lifeguard training is hard for old ladies like myself!) I spent the next week in a lot of prayer for Katie. I really felt an intense need to do so, so much that I have trouble describing how it felt. I told my family about her, and asked them to pray as well.

The next weekend I finished lifeguard training with the flu; thank goodness for Advil! Nothing like having body aches and chills while jumping in and out of the pool, and pulling muscle-y teenage boys from the bottom of the pool, whose legs sink like rocks!

However, the most amazing story came from Katie that day! I purposefully joined the group she was in, and she was ALIVE that day. She shared with us that she was in foster care; she had been on the streets using and dealing drugs, living a rough and lost life. Then she excitedly shared that she became "born again" that week. She was just beaming, and so happy. I was completely floored.

I didn't know exactly what I was praying for that week, I just knew that I needed to do something. That the feeling was so powerful. I did give her a hug and wish her well. And that was it. We all took our written tests and left. And I've never seen her again.

That experience was so powerful for me and my faith, that I felt the need to share. I've never directed anyone to my blog, because I felt like I it was more of a diary for me, and who would be interested. But this story, is one for sharing. :)


Monday, February 7, 2011

Go Pack Go or Screentime limits

Go Pack Go!!!! Or went, Pack, went...... as in went on to be Superbowl Champs! That was awesome!!!! Really enjoyed watching the game at the B's house with friends. M crashed during the 4th quarter.

Well, after my 38th birthday, I've decided to limit my computer screen time to once a day, after the kids go to bed. I've been doing it for 2 days now, and have noticed that I'm spending much more time talking to the kids and actually getting stuff done. Countless times, I have walked over to the computer, and turned around again. Facebook has been such a bad habit for me, and leading me over to youtube where I can spend countless hours.

I also spend way too much time checking school email. Heck, if I'm only getting paid part time wages, I shouldn't be spending all my time off looking for school emails, right?

The main goal for me is more connections with my two precious boys.....

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

another 6 months later

Wow! If I'm really going to blog, I should probably do it a little more often. Well, it is post-Christmas, and almost my 38th birthday. When the heck did I get that old. I remember when my Mom turned forty, I was in college. So different for me. I'll have a nine and almost 7 year old.

Things are going well around here. I'm teaching music part - time and REALLY loving it. Today we sang the Packer Dynamite song. It was awesome to see the kids so excited, not only for the Packers who play in the Superbowl on Sunday, but because it was a parody of Dynamite, which most of them know and love.

T had piano lesson today; he is doing really well with it. Just starting the music staff. I'm glad he's found something he's found an identity with. He's not into sports, so it is good for him.

M is doing well in 4K. Not much new to report there.

Just want to end by saying how great my hubby is. Everyone who knows him, loves him. He makes everyone feel so comfortable. I envy that about it, but also appreciate it. I would have to come out of my shell a lot more if he wasn't around.

I'd really like to keep this blog up.